Being a positive person can change when you are away from the place you call home, something different happens… I have lived in various countries around the world, and many of those times there was a deep longing, a sadness that invaded me from time to time, creating a deep hole that needed to be filled, and I told myself “I need to go back home” like if I was home sick. You are always going to miss your loved ones and all you like about your native land, that is so normal.
When you live abroad eventually you have to face that you are not in your “secure place” everything is so new, and making friends is a bit harder, as we are not longer in kindergarten and not all people will be happy when you smile and want to make a friendly conversation out of the blue, some might say omg! Is she crazy!? and that is also normal as we are all so different.
It is not easy to come face to face with yourself, to ask all the right questions to find out what is it that you need in order to be completely happy where you are at the moment. I know because I did the work, and after a painful while I discovered that even though I’m naturally a happy person there was something inside of me that was not, and that bit needed a lot of work.
Many tears after, feeling lonely and digging into my very core I finally found what was the “problem”… The longing of home I had was the longing to find me, to know myself, to respect myself and to care for my inner child as if it was my own kid. As I move deeper and deeper I realized that HOME was just inside of me.
Through stillness a beautiful world opened up, leaving the tears behind and embracing home no matter where I am, as home lives inside.
I would love to invite you if you can relate, to reach out and together possibly we can find your home just like I did.
Pura vida and so much love!
Carolina 🙏🏼✨🎶♾🎶
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